I registered for it two weeks ago in a panicked whim and vain attempt to include to to a university scholarship application I should send by the second week of October. Is it crazy? I assume so. Have I taken it before? No. Did I study? I guess, I did. In all honesty, I don't even know what exactly to study for. I just did whatever mock IELTS simulation I could find online. Am I nervous? Possibly. Can I do this? Well, I have no choice. Just kidding, maybe.
Anyways, Lord please help me but whatever happens, happens. Let's not be anxious, okay? Remember your truce to yourself, -------. It's all positive vibes from here on out. Unhesitant, remember? Just do it. :) P.S. As I was writing down "positive vibes", I just remembered how dark my last #WriteUpWednesday had been. Well, please excuse me for that. Not to confuse you or anything but #WriteUpWednesdays are drabbles that I right in various mental states (mostly half-awake, half-asleep states when your brain is in a condition similar to when you're drunk--- probably, I wouldn't know because I've never actually gotten drunk...) Anyways... the point is that no matter how dark and borderline concerning my #WriteUpWednesdays could become, please pardon it because it's an expressive writing style and theme that I got accustomed to. Remember, my first book was a horror/thriller. In their essence, despite the darkness that my creative/expressive writing may exude sometimes, their purpose is to relate to those that may be suffering from the same thoughts. In them, may they find solace and relativity--- things that I realised had been important to me when I was in a less positive mindset. And so, thanks for reading, and I hope that cleared up any misunderstandings.
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