I'm new to the dating scene. Wait, no. Scratch that. I'm yet to break into the dating scene. And as it goes with the inexperienced, I turn to the internet and to my just-as inexperienced friends when I feel like there could be, something. I turn to them when I feel a spark, of some sorts. (I'm not entirely sure, how that spark is supposed to feel either-- as I said, I am VERY much inexperienced.) (Thank you for the tips, Charisma on Command! You deserve a whole 'nother post altogether... Hmmm...) But just as I turned 20 this year, I was thinking that I could be ready. And also, when the opportunity arises, I won't sit around and wait for the other person to show interest first. Like any strong, independent woman of the 21st century, I will be unafraid in making a move. BUT I do have one condition, however, I need to know that they at least find me interesting too. I may sound gutsy, but I also don't wanna be stupid. (As a friend just told me the other week, unfortunately, brave actions and stupid actions are often synonymous.) And so obviously enough that I started talking about this specific topic, you guessed it, there is someone... This someone, I found him incredibly confusing at first. Although now, I'm fairly convinced that he doesn't reciprocate the same feelings and thus I feel ready to talk about it. Now that I think about it, however, it was probably the naivety from my part that assumed there could be something. But can you blame me? I was seeing stars, as they say in John Green-esque teenage romance books. Also, it felt nice for a while, the kind of attention I thought I was getting.
And even if you do blame me, well, I kinda blame me too. But oh well, the past is past. Onwards and upwards!
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