My dream last night had been a haywire of crazily horrible scenarios. Not people-died kinda bad or I-got-chopped-into-pieces kinda bad but the I-was-left-alone bad, multiple times... in one dream... all in one night. It made me wonder then if I really will end up alone. In one night I dreamt about an old friend/crush who had become famous and suddenly don't even acknowledge my existence anymore. I dreamt about getting excluded from an event by friends. Just finding out about the event as it transpires, wasn't even invited to join it (actually this happened in real life recently). I dreamt about getting abandoned by parents. I dreamt about being left behind by a boyfriend with no closure, no good reason. I dreamt about being picked last or not chosen at all. I dreamt about longingly looking at the back of the person who just left me-- in each of those scenarios, multiple times... in one dream... in one night. I chose sleep in favour of studying for a test I have later and this is how my brain rewards me. Nice.
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