It's not a very creative title. I mean, for the love of everyone who has ever drunken alcohol, when is it not? . . . It's 10PM and I've just woken up from a 5-hour nap. Makeup still on, no dinner cooked, laundry by my feet, a quiz tomorrow, a recitation tomorrow, just got told off for not coming to rehearsals tomorrow, kinda wanna cry but also fuck it, fuck tomorrow. *am. I got this from the person who told me off for not coming to rehearsals tomorrow. They shared it on Facebook and I resonated with it almost instantly. I'm an okay person, an okay friend, but I'm most probably the most infuriating org member. I rarely attend rehearsals. I'd like to think I have good reasons, most of the time. I'd like to think that there are times when I'm being unfairly compared with my course-mates who have the same amount of course-load as I do because even if that's the case-- my course-mates don't have to be responsible for someone else at home, they don't have to be responsible for the home, their parents know where they are at that time while mine vaguely do because technically, I'm not supposed to be out that late and they're not as compelled to strive for better grades. They don't see that, and I don't blame them. And so why did I even join the org if I couldn't handle it? . . . I didn't know I couldn't handle it. I overestimated myself.
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