There's no denying that I'm inexperienced. I've never done this romance-shmance before. I was so angry at him yesterday. I was so overcome with emotion that I'm an irrelevant part of his life. I literally told him that I don't feel special to him and his response was, "You're special like how my other friends, and family, and basically everyone he knows are special." Then the dude. The dude fucking calls in the middle of the night after a panic attack. You're the one he calls. No one else. He calls you. And then suddenly you feel all special inside. In times of vulnerability, I'm the one he calls. Fuck that. It spiraled me back to all the lovey-dovey feelings again. Fuck that. Fuckity fuck that. And then suddenly it hits. It could be that other thing, or it could be that you're entering the bestfriend zone. Remember your closest guy friend? He calls you too when he's upset.
. . . Nothing changes. He's still Summer.
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