I had a thought so late at night
A thought I thought I would never think of if it was another night That while the stars shine behind the clouds And the night slumbers on and no one is out That while I lay in bed myself While sleep is yet to claim me yet Could I ever think of such thoughts I thought Too happy I thought, too positive they were For just last year on this very night I thought the thought that maybe I could die That maybe I should die That maybe tonight, the night that is now Is much too much of a dream to be real But here I am, in the same old bed, in the same old town Laying down with my head about And thinking thoughts of the future near and far And though I am afraid and nothing is certain Though I may be scared and hope for the best Though I am still like I was the other year A hopeful little girl in a body of a new adult I no longer think the thoughts of thought of dying For I now think the thoughts of thinking thoughtfully That there was a purpose here on earth that I am yet to fulfill But before all that I must rest for the night and lay my head here
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